Never happily ever after

I refuse to continue walking, so I stopped, sat down and looked back at all my past relationships. Well none of them ended well. My first gf, went out with her for 2 months, and she broke up with me reason due to is school starting. Then after we broke up, she totally treated me like an enemy. Then I stayed single for 1 year or so, concentrating on my o level and basketball. Then come the second gf, been with her for 2 yrs plus, but during the 2 yrs she broke up with me and got back with me alot of times. Reason she broke up with me was very small matter like being late for 5 mins, I prefer to play basketball then to meet her and etc... How we broke up in the end was, I couldn't take it anymore I ask for break up. I was very cruel when I did that, after I told her about the break up in person I left straight away. No matter how hard she cried I didn't turn back. Even if she call I didn't ans or reply to any of the MSG. Even her friends look for me. But I didn't respond to them
Also. Then I went thru singlehood again for abt a year again. Then met third gf, been with her for 2 yr plus too. She Broke up with me. We didn't contact for 2 years. Stayed single for less then a year. Got together with last gf. Together for going to 3 years. Broke up due to the things I have done wrong to her.

All the ex gf I had. Now they either have a loving bf or loving husband being with them, after me. As for the last gf I had, I feel that the one that come after me will be the one for her too, which is also a fact I don't wish to believe in.

Don't really know how long will this no contact last.

Ps: I really got alot of stuff to tell you about my past

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