It feels hard to let go when one heart don't wish to let it go. Knowing I got to let it all go, as letting go would benefit all of us who is involve. To let go require alot of discipline, determination, strength and courage, if either one is missing it would be hard to let go. I admit I am lack of all four qualities I listed out because I am afraid to wander off into darkness all alone. No doubt there will be friends and family around me, to look after me, or to even help me thru this period of time. But I realize it is about me myself and I again, no one is able to enter into my life if I don't allow them to. Well I am always afraid to open up to people is because I don't wish to be hurt again, I only wish to hear what I want and not what is best for me.
The people around me can only help me to reach a certain stage, I find that what I really got to do is to open the door of my heart to God. Without Him in my life nothing is possible. But I really have no idea how to open up that door to let Him come in.
God, I pray that you will teach me how to open up that door for You to come in, teach me how to open up to the people around me. I thank You Lord for everything that has happen. It just come to show that You still have not given up on me. And You still love me. Amen!
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